i've started this new blog as i feel like having a fresh start :) the previous posts are more like the past and i prefer to erase them off for now. my exams are over and i'm enjoying my free time bit by bit.
however, i think i miss the exams!
those were the times when i didn't have to worry about anything else except the papers i was about to sit for. those were the times when i didn't have to be caught in the middle of problems except proper answering techniques. those were the times when i didn't have to make crazy and huge decisions except whether to leave an answer space blank. those were the times when i didn't have to bother much about hurting someone else's feelings except when i released exam stress. those were the times when i could just pretend that everything was not my problem except my results which i'd get later.
now i don't even know what the right thing to do is. if i agreed with quitting, i would be one of those sore losers who quit to avoid being caught in a mess. it would be like pulling out so that we wouldn't be affected by the conflict among those on top. isn't it very selfish of us to just run away from it? afterall, we have already signed up and it's part and parcel of our responsibility in life now. i think that it's rather unfair for those who put high hopes and count on us. they are paying the price because we have decided to avoid the problem. won't we be making them look very bad?
i don't know... seriously...
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